伊凡塞斯的<Tourniquet> 歌词的中文意思？

TOURNIQUET
[note: tourniquet 是个中世纪用的止血带。翻成中文听上去好别扭。。。]
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring
Crimson regret, and betrayal
我企图结束这痛苦
但只带来了更多
(太多)
躺在这
流着
鲜红的后悔与背叛

I'm dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
正在死亡,祈祷
流血,大喊
难道我迷失到没救(note:指基督教,下地狱的概念) 的地步
真的没救了...?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
上帝,我的止血带
天堂，回到我身边
上帝，我的止血带
天堂，回到我身边

Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
还记得我吗?
迷失了这么久
你会在另一边
还是会忘记我?

I'm dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
正在死亡,祈祷
流血,大喊
难道我迷失到